Perfect Storm:

I am but over washed by this

and you inside and out

this cleansing need to be

pure and sacred for the turning

of a new eventual better day

that will hold me tight

cooling oceans waves

awash the senses of my mind

closed and shattered

by the events of a normality

of a abnormal person

as I turn to face the ever rising current

embracing the sharp coldness

braced against the sudden rush

of being at one

with this life that is mine

upside down and ten feet down

living above the surface of a torrid world

as the waters take me away

settling soothing

all that is my storm

in this here world

of yours

x

Breaking The Habit:

 

Do you come undone by their words

of self need to be something they are not

do you become twisted by self affliction

of tormented belief of what was said

back then in the midst of hurt

when you were and dreams were but borne

did you become lost in the seas of loss

drifting past echoes of those long gone

beyond the lines of distinction

or even clarity

did you raise hands and say no not me

or did you suffer fools gladly

and become the meek 

praying they will pass you by 

left in the corner 

as if no one nothing

your tears a stream the cheeks

but no one noticed you

as slowly you came untied

unhinged within

Oh to be born as a flower 

in the summer sun

to stretch out petals

to the light and warmth

that is devotional

to be sheltered touched fed

and to be to grow in wonderment

as those that see

admire all the beauty

that is surely you

Well we all cant be that we dream of

but we can be a flower

growing in our own garden

of self hope and belief

and those that stop to listen

hear our very voices

are those that care about you

for being you

without expectation demand

this is your garden

X

Ashen:

 

These scorched hands raised on high

asking begging as to why

I chased the sun and all

for you to be free

I fought the demons till they dropped

darkness prevailed beyond

the eternal light 

that is but you 

but still to my knees I dropped

I tried to be the saviour

the rescuer for your salvation

but I'm still on my knees

this fight this moment

Bourne of hurt and pain

rolled into a dagger of justice

carved by the flames of hatred

stabbed into the heart of the beast

that dared linger to close

screams of torments 

as the souls of those taken

clutch to their host tighter

this is all we know

and yet in the pale morning light

there is nothing

but the echo of my sobs

what was will be

and I am left but even more confused

Ages:

The life I am before you so 

a beating stirring eon of energy

that will burst forth in a blazing light

burning through the night skies

as if a neon blur of dreams

in your solitude of sleep

cascading on by the emptiness

stillness that is but a velvet curtain

of darkness 

lit only by the glow of me

together we will grow

life will hence spring forth

and to me your look 

your ask me to watch over you so 

to protect all you love care for

and wishes will be a thousand million

clutched to my heart

heard with the ears of all those

before me and after me

my light will guide you home

from shores afar

and my glow will light the smiles

of those that gaze from afar

unto me in my night sky

and though tomorrow

I will be but gone from this here place

my light will never wavier

for this is birth life and death

wrapped up in a ball of energy

only to dispel to the solar winds

were the voices of eternity

echo for always

~X~

Risen:

 

Oh too have risen this very morn

too have seen the dawn

of this tomorrow

watching as the gold hues 

set about flames of beckoning

unto the day that will be

all that you make it so

to walk the steps you must

as you achieve the goals 

set before you by you

for you

knowing all affinity and eternity 

is but surely

laid out before you so 

in a path of opulent light

held tight by a blanket

of woven dreams

this is your moment

your day

your life

~X~