Unique:

A million and one guises I've have been

fallen and settled amongst you so

withered and shrunk

washed away with the sun rays

only to return another day

as a different design

beauty I am wonderment I cause

as you watch me drift slowly

down to earth

from the heavens above

on a cold winters day

or night

covering the your world

in a utter white blanket

snow men your make

round and tall

short and thin

as we bind each other within

roll us you will in warm palms

only to be burst apart

as if confetti at a wedding

to the ground we will but fall

to be trodden and squashed 

waiting for the next warm hand

some of us will surely melt 

into puddles of water

that reflect a purity

not seen before

in this life of yours

dreams we hold

dreams we bring

all on a Christmas day

~X~

Remember The Time:

A shining light in the darkness

things said done by others

perhaps envious nay jealous

of a unmistakable talent

that shook this world

to its very core

remembering the time

when you was I was bad

perceptions shaken

beliefs often mistaken

by those ignorant 

to the fact

genius you was 

dance a dance 

and show me the way to go

for the way you made me feel

I couldn't ever stop loving you

times shared moments given

by you to us

in devout faith

of the belief of a better day

when all along

it was so clear

they didn't care about us

ghosts let loose

in this mix of delight

sadness and joy

brought forward

in but a eternal voice

of everybody

at this here heartbreak hotel

the torture was worth the wait

of one more chance

whilst they tripped on you

God Bless

Sleep now

~X~

Yule Tide:

Christmas time 

holly and ivy

kids glee and eyes shining

presents and gifts seen

wanted by all 

wish upon a star or two

in the hope 

your receive
as well to give to see the smiles
things to deliver 

cards to post

to loved ones far away

thoughts of those gone

remembered on 

a drink or two

sing a song 

and rejoice at all

fires crackling

stockings hung on the mantle so

waiting in eagerness

for the brimming of surprises

satsumas and nuts

shared out in joyful return

as grandad sips his malt

the old folk speak 

of a past time

when children didn't have much

and men had no work

and the children laugh

and smile

at such stories
hopefully the snow will fall
and we will gather
a snowman or too
snowball fights
and sledging too
in the kitchen warm and smelling
of fruits and delights
as Mum And Dad prepare
the fine feast
that is Christmas dinner
sit we will 
and a cracker where pull
jokes spoken 
and the wine poured
dinner bursting the belly so

as Mum pours brandy

upon the Christmas pudding

oooOOOooo

the delights of the blue flame

as nostrils fill

with the heavenly scents

of this Christmas time

as one we are

and as one we will be

sharing rejoicing

and remembering those

alone this year

fighting

for us to enjoy

our

Yule Tide

Merry Christmas

~X~

A Vision Of You:

Oh too see but the grace of you

feeling you in outstretched arms

held safe and secure

in the depths of you

the beating heart of need

love and want

guiding me on home

to all that is you

slow intricate whispers

passed on down

telling me you care

saying that you are

but the only one 

laid upon the bed so

as stars fall from the nite sky

to kiss the black velvet

that is the moons very own 

personal playground

silence adorns the bespoken

and slowly I drift away

until there is only

the feel and smell of but you

lifting my senses 

soothing this soul

at one

now

and

forever more

~X~

Stop:

Time is like a clock in my heart

it never stops ticking

doesn't slow doesn't pause

just keeps on winding down

the minutes the hours

days and weeks

months and years 
until there is only the silence

for now the clock turns 

its hands reaching

for those lost moments 

gone to where ever it is

time surely goes

maybe to the wind 

or even the heavens

were its stored and saved 

for another moment

to be shared perhaps

by someone else

in another time another place

time is always eternal

and will always be

constituently turning without that pause

until there is only time left

escape you may try

run you surely will

but far you wont reach

afore the time concludes

and your left with nothing

but the hollowness

of the empty heart

long run out and long vacated

left standing but alone 
so for now as the time goes by

the seconds I do grab and surely hold

the minutes I use to find

all I need and want

to wile away the hours

for living is free

and surely enjoying

never aware that behind the doors

time slowly slips on by

~~~

Midest The Brain:

Moments of momentary looseness
seem to be more often

then not before
grey mists circulate the mind

often hiding doors 

to which more then not
I once knew laid beyond

and so had no need to visit

let alone open

swirling cries of confusion

haunt the corridors
leaving me beside myself

asking if I am in fact me

let alone Angelus

colours distort twisting

as if a broken mirror

unable to reflect back

the true image of what I am

or even who I am

a sense of lost prevails

and words said

mean not what they are

lines spoken unto me

lost in the eons of nothing

as one struggles to make sense

of all that is will be should be

simply can be

for each day is but a fight

to the finish line

when the head hits the pillow

and I don't have to think 

why do this

for why to keep on fighting

to ache to feel starved

of life's luxerys

I ask this often I beg often

to understand to find a reason

and beyond me beyond this

is a life that is less then ordinary

and though constraints tie me bound

I am but me living in a broken shell

who can and will smile

that will not be devout of strength

faithfulness and belief

and the hope and promise
that there is always tomorrow

Right ?