Fallout:

Caught torn in a devout sense
jaded judgements
restricting the purpose
rain clouds threaten the plains ahead
pushing on forward
with no clear understanding
of the journey ahead
wondering further on through
past falling wasted desolate times
were once smiles were free
and laughter was the best medicine
were now only echoes reside
of what was what is
pulling the coat tighter to me
huddled over as if a older man
of a lost generation
left to decompose in a corner
the struggle to be to find to see
makes one lose clarity of all that is
but none the less this walk
this fight this battle
will not forsake me
for the battle lines of your heart
though maybe drawn
do not offend me so
your curt words or paining eyes
stop me not
for at the end of it all
lays the sunshine
of a better day a better reason
a better time
to be just us
one

~x~

Found:

Solace within the mind
of the eternal longing body
as I wonder where you are
deep in your mind
reaching beyond the pale spectrum
I feel the need of you
beyond anything ever before
rising and falling as if a leaf
caught on the west winds so
a mirad of colours
in all the hues of autumn
letting me know
soon winter will be here
and the cold will set on in
affecting the life before us
huddled together in this moment
sharing secret whispers
to and fro upon the naked flames
hoping to catch a flame
and hold it too me so
looking down upon eyes deep
reading seeing all that is
knowing beyond the pale words
that often shatter the silence
of this eternal winters nite
as we lay in each others arms
kissing away the fears and tears
of a bygone tormented lost year
that left us both out in the cold
whilst the rain fell down around us
though snow falls
and the winds blow cold blue
the sun here inside is brighter
then any summer shine
embracing all that is us
and all that will be
now and forever
more

~x~

Perpetuated:

Eyes half open I stare into the night gloom
the neon light shows its quarter past three
outside its silent not a sound
to surely be heard
inside there is a slight stirring
from beside me
led bare in the moonlight
as it cascades your naked body
lies you in perfect form
sleeping safely on a bed of dreams
silently I pull myself closer
watching your body rise and fall
with each soft tender breath
I sit and watch as I
trace the lines on your flesh
as the white hue fades
with the passing of the clouds
covering the pale light
from beyond the window pane
soft smooth silk hair
spills over the pillow so
as if a laid out dress
shimmering its golden awe
your body lets off a warmth
and slowly I sink back down
into the depths of the bedding
I hear you sigh and feel you turn
wrapping yourself around my bare body
pulling me close
as I look down your eyes are open
and there is a smile on your face
your lips pursed
as words form
* shhhhh its just a dream *
* sleep baby sleep *
slowly I drift back into the depths
of the early hours of the morn
with you by my side

~x~